I'm Going to be a Mom?

Five days ago, I took a pregnancy test. Well, more like twenty. I wasted most of my paycheck on them because I didn't want to believe it. I signed up for this BabyCenter thing, hopefully that helps me relax. There's a due date calculator on there, it says I'll be due in September. September 24, to be exact.

I'm scared.

I hope a teen mom reads this so she can help me.

I have my first prenatal appointment on tuesday. I wonder what'll happen...sites say there's still a chance I might not be, but I'm constantly peeing and, as of the past two days, puking, and...ugh.

I don't know if I want to be a mom. I'm terrified, but excited at the same time. I don't know if I could handle keeping this baby, and I'm not sure I could put him/her up for adoption. Abortion's out of the question.

I'm so scared.