I'm just going to be alone forever aren't I?

The kid I liked-who-loves-the-same-music-as-me-super-perfect guy has a crush on another girl. Like, I really thought he was interested in me and we could go out and I could actually have a boyfriend Freshmen year. lol apparently not. We really have a lot in common and hang out a lot and stuff. sdjvjkd. A lot of guys just consider me """"one of the guys"""" if they also listen to what I do and it really sucks. I guess that's the way he feels about me :c I don't know. It's stupid to be upset, but I can't help it. I should stick with being in love with rock stars and actors who do WWII reenactments on HBO.

This just really sucks and I want to cry but I'm in class and I have to finish editing my Computers project and jdsjsdsfcs I really hate being a girl sometimes.

I finally updated So Long, Marianne and it make me feel better if you guys could check it out.


Any advice? :c
January 19th, 2011 at 05:35pm