My Day.....Today!

Dear Journal,
Today is a sad day for all of humanity, we've gotta go back to school. Yes, yes I feel your pain brother, we all do, but all of us must hold ouurselves high. Not for our pride, but to stay awake.
It's the 1st day of the semester and I have a new class! Public Speaking is the new class.I wonder how that will go?

I wrote a new poem...Here it is!

Lost
Lost inside my mind
Looking for what people say
I'll never find
Just an allusion
Just a lie
By and by
More pain
More hate
I guess people don't appreciate
My faith in you
The clue
The key
The key that I dream to see

Please comment on both the journal entry and poem.Thank You