i gotta give up.

i have to give up, my brother dies, i'm rejected by my own family. i feel empty, and i just hate school right now, i know it sounds selfish but i wish everyone would stop trying to care. i'm done, i can't bare to face anyone of my friend's at school. i give up. i'm done. i can't stand school right now and i just wish i could die but i have to many people holding me back, i just wish they'd stop! i'm getting so sick and tired of this bull shit. please just let me go now, please...