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I figured out my tumblr and you can follow me if you want although I'm not very interesting. I'll follow you back if you want so yeah... my tumblr

The boy and I are fighting for more often now and it's really scary because I feel like I'm losing him to the distance. Nothing is turning out right with him anymore and now I feel like he is only using me for something I'd rather not say over the Internet. I can't understand this and I can't fix this problem without asking him to give up his college and come back home. I'm stuck between a rock and hard place right now... and it sucks so bad.

My car finally died on me last night and I don't even have any money to get it fixed. I can't get a job without a car but I can't get the money without a job. I don't understand how everything in the world can be falling down around me right now. I'm not fully understanding anything right now...

Well I'm off to bed everyone. Night