Dieing.

My mom died today. She commited suicide today all because of my abusive dad. She left me with this monster! And i dont know what to do. She was my hero and the only parent who cared about me and now i feel lost.
I want to cut so bad right now but my girlfriend is using the old, if you love me you wont and obviously i cant cut when she says that. It would hurt her if i did. I dont want her to be mad but i need it. I need to or im going to explode.
What do i do?
February 21st, 2011 at 03:02am