Him;

You know the way, when you like someone, and they're basically what pops up into your head 24/7? Well, I've been getting that problem lately. I can't get this boy out of my head.
My friends say I have a "crush" on him. I really don't know if I do or don't. The feelings I have for him are unexplainable. Sometimes, I'd feel like I love him to bits and that he's my whole world. Then there would be other times, when I feel so much hatred for him that I don't want to see him any longer.
No, I do not have a bipolar disorder or whatever.
I think I've figured it out though. I think I really do love him so much, but I hate him because I can't have him. I also think it's the fact that I would never get him is what's bothering me.
Oh well. I could be wrong.