5/4/2011

So last night I told the boy I've liked for 7 months how I feel. It was the most nervewracking thing in the world but I did it.

But here's the thing, when he told me he didn't like me back I didn't feel the way I was supposed to feel. I thought I'd be heartbroken, dead upset and crying. But I wasn't. I was happy, I felt liberated.

Maybe I didn't like him as much as I thought I did, or maybe I've finally got closure.

I really don't know, but I feel relieved. I wonder how I'd have felt if he had liked me back, maybe I'd have felt the opposite of what I do now. Either way, I'm not confused any more. I'm happy and I honestly do feel liberated, like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders or something. I finally have peace of mind.