The Ballad of a Broken Heart

You know that feeling you get when all your friends and family tell you how absolutly perfect you are and the ONE guy you have an intrest in doesn't even want you , even though you talk till 3 am pretty much every night ? Yeah , I feel that BS at 6:15am .

I don't understand how someone could be there for you , working their ass off to put a smile on your face every night , and you DON'T feel anything in that way for them .

I'm absolutly PISSED that I missed my fucking shot at the one I still fucking love . I have to look at him everyday and know , I.Can't.Have.Him .

That's why books and music are so close to my heart . Music will never leave me or yell at me for being who I am . Books always have a story to tell and gladly tells me every detail .

Ugh , it's too fucking early for this shit ....