Any Advice Would Be Lovely

So you know that feeling , when you ike someoneand want to believe that your his only one , and when he's texting you , your the only person he's spending his time with , but there still something telling you he's lying and fucking around when the text abruptly stop ?

Yeah , that feeling could suck Monster balls .

On top of likeing this blue eyed sweetie , a brown eyed cutie with the sexy voice still has my heart even though he's moved on . I'm so upset with myself . I could have been the one with his ring on my finger if I wasn 't so pussy and just told him I liked him . I royaly missed my shot at actual love . He's the only guy other then blue eyes that actually cared about me , I still love him and i think I always will . The irony of this is his girl has his ring AND the same name as me ....

I don't know what to do .... Go with my baby blue eyes or just stay single ... I really need help guys .