Seriously, like…I want to be in one so bad. I want to be in a relationship with probably one of the worst people to be in one with. I just want to feel loved by a boy.
I hate sitting down at lunch & seeing my 4 closest friends all coupled up. It makes me sick to my stomach. I can’t stand it. I feel awkward, out of place…as if I’m intruding on their special moments.
I’m honestly going to have to remove myself from the situation before I snap. I…I’m jealous. I’m envious. I’m sad. I’m alone. I feel unloved.
Do you know what it feels like…to see people who don’t even deserve a relationship in one? It feels like complete shit. It feels like you’re the only person in the world who won’t be liked, loved, crushed on.
People always tell me, “Jessica, you’re beautiful. Your personality is great.”
Well…obviously not.
Forever Fucking Alone.
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