I Know I'm Not The Only One Who Feels Like This But...

I always tell people.
That they are beautiful.

But I don't see myself as beautiful.

I look at other people and wonder how they could possibly dislike themselves.
They are beautiful.

I look at myself...
Eww.

I claw at my fat and I wish I could just cut it all off.

I wish I could be pretty.
But not even makeup can make me pretty.

I want to look in the mirror and not feel like crying.
Just for once.
To know what it's like.

I wish I could go into a store and buy whatever I thought was pretty.
That I didn't have to limit my clothing choices so much because of my body.

Whenever I see a beautiful girl,
even those who society would not define as beautiful,
I say something.
I compliment.
I tell them they are beautiful.

Because every girl deserves to feel beautiful.
Even if just for that moment.
<3