Take my words for granted

I'm not perfect, and neither is anything that comes out of my mouth. I tell you that I love you. Darling, I only wish I could. The soft sound that exits my lips is but a procreation of my dreams. I won't lie; I will say that I love the person that I wish you were. I'm sorry to say, you will never be that perfect person that I long for. In my head, you need no correction. You don't smoke. You don't get too drunk to hold yourself up. You love me for who I am. That's the person I've fallen in love with. Not the real thing that you've become. I don't love the man who yells and screams. Darling, I don't love you. Take my words for granted, please, so I don't have to tell you the truth. For once I am asking you to be stupid.