Dont get your panties in a twist, i was just reading some stuff. I found the warning signs interesting because about half of them sound familiar.
(From the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline)
Threatening to hurt or kill oneself or talking about wanting to hurt or kill oneself
Yes
Looking for ways to kill oneself by seeking access to firearms, available pills, or other means
Maybe
Talking or writing about death, dying, or suicide
Yes
Feeling hopeless
Yes
Feeling uncontrollable anger or seeking revenge against someone
Yes
Acting reckless or engaging in risky activities— seemingly without thinking
Yes
Feeling trapped—like there’s no way out
Yes
Increasing alcohol or drug use
No
Withdrawing from friends, family, and society
Yes
Feeling anxious, agitated, or unable to sleep, or sleeping all the time
Yes, yes, yes
Seeing no reason for living or having no sense of purpose in life
Yes