Thoughts.

Today is my 16th birthday.

I was really looking forward to it at the beginning of the year; getting my license, dad teaching me how to drive, getting a job, just the general 'sweet sixteen' thing, y'know?

Today is everything but sweet, in reality.

This is my first birthday without my daddy.
My granddad is dying of lung cancer and could go at any moment.
My cat is sick and I can't help him.
All of my family are in a mess.

I feel awful.

I just want the next few weeks to be over.

Hopefully, things will start to get better soon. I really, really can't handle much more pain right now.

/end rant.