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I thought I was getting better. I still think about her several times a day, but its been months since I've cried about it. I still miss her, and always have to remind myself that I won't see her every morning anymore. I thought I was doing good.

But I've been thinking about her a lot more lately, and its really getting to me. I miss her so much and I wish more than anything that she could have seen Allen and I get married. I wish she could have been here this summer. I miss seeing her when I go on walks, or when I drive past her house.

I love you, Cherie. Keep watching over me, and hug Tyler for me. <3
July 6th, 2011 at 05:34am