i haven't done one of these things in forever....

things that are going through my head:

i'm tired but i can't sleep
freaking insomnia, i hate you & i hope you know that

i wanna cut my hair but there isn't money for that at the moment

i wanna go back home (im visiting me sister) but i feel bad because she always tells me how much she misses me & wishes i could stay here longer

i should start doing my summer AP (advanced placement) homework but i can't find the will do it

i'm in love with my best friend but she's with her abusive boyfriend & has convinced herself he'll stop someday, oh by the way he's also cheating on her & she knows

this sofa i'm sitting on is uncomfortable

i'm working out & dieting even more than i already am technically (i'm a vegetarian) but i'm not seeing the results. okay well i lied my clothes fit me better but still

i'm writing like 3 different stories at the moment but i can't find the will to sit my ass down & post them all even though i want to know what everyone thinks & if it's something anyone interested in

i should start looking at more colleges seeing as how the only one that fits my need is an ivy league college, Stanford