love

im not the smartest.

im not the dumbest.

im not the sexyest.

im not the uglyest.

im.......... well im just me.

i've been called a bitch, fag, abomination, whore, emo bitch, ect.

im all of those in their eyes.

i have 8 people who would do anything for me.

their names are:

Amanda
Armando
Pablo
My mother
little norman
Gaby
Hillary
Nala

I love them and they love me, i swear to god that i would sacrafice for them.

But as confidant as i sound i have many faults.

and latly i my bigest fauly is me begging to think im asexual, theres nothing wrong with being asexual, but..... i want to love someone! i want to be able to know that i love someone and they love me, im afraid that i will never be able to love past friends and family.
i'll admit it im afraid that love might have rejected me. but how do you know what to do when i you may never love someone?

how do you cope with that..... tell me please.........