Well, I've never written a journel entry before, but I guess I'll just write what I'm thinking. I hurt myself. All the time. Cutting is something I've been doing for about a year, and I'm scared. I think I really need help. But if I go to my parents, I know they'll only be angry beyond belief. And they wont help me, or get me any help. I dont even know what to do about it.
But, theres more too. In my past Ive been sexually abused, not severley at all. But one of my best friends is the grandaughter of the man that did this to me, and I know she deals with it so much. The day I stopped coming to her house, I know that she has to deal with it hundreds of times more. Im so guilty. I dont know what to do about anything anymore. Does anybody have an advice? I feel so cliche for asking for help.
Somebody, anybody?
July 21st, 2011 at 07:17am