My god is so hot in here!

Gosh this is why i don't really like summer is too freaking hot!!! And i live in a tropical island so yeah the heat is more like 120 degree! so yeah it been 3 days that i wanna draw pikachu but i dint even touch my sketch book well nothing from my art supply maybe I'm afraid to fail at something and i believe i lost my motivation to draw well i guess i have to find something not in photobucket, google images and deviantart so um yeah i guess i will stalk my awesome cousin on facebook (I'm still waiting his answer how did he knew it was me since we dint see each other for almost 6yr) But whatever after i turn 16 i will go to his thrift store and talk to him face to face (i hope we both go to Starbucks :3) oh and i wanna meet his girlfriend she seen random and i like her personality! ^_^