Dear Diary

I cant handle this drama anymore, that day was supose to be my special moment, not for you to cause your god damn shit. I've had enough of you I hate the way you are with guys-specialy when you dated my best guy friend, and my brother- how could you do that? I thought we were "sisters". I know I screwd up, but you did it first. I dont want to fight our friendship means to much to me, I dont wanna loose it. Now you say Im keeping you apart from my brother? Im not the reason why you broke up with him. quit trying to have me take the guilt trip.Im not sure we will ever be as close as we were before.
?Jamie