I miss her

I'm in love with my best friend, but I'm too afraid to tell her. :/ she's in love with her best friend who happens to be an amazingly talented girl who is absolutely out of this world gorgeous. see the thing is my friend and I got into a fight about that and now she won't talk to me :/ she won't respond my text or calls. and when I go onto Facebook she logs off. I try to justify myself but she won't listen. I wish she would because I miss her. she is my walking ray of sunshine and I can't tell her that. :'( I love her and want her to know that.... before she goes off to collage in 6 weeks.