I dont even know who are my real friends anymore

I feel shitty. Like,i want to die. Just end it. I cry all the time. "She" thinks that im dumb,have no life,slut,bitch,hooker,girly girl...more. Who the hell says that to there bestfriends???
She thinks she knows everything. Im just done with life. My life is shitty too. None of my friends are making me feel better. I guess they dont care??
Oh im also ugly,a piece of shit that no one likes. And a drama queen.
Hmm,Thats some Mean shit there. Now she is obsessed with this other girl. And she wants to be smartass about it too. Im really bout to take a pistol and shoot my brains out. Too bad i dont got one.;(
All my friends Changed on me. They are no more "my life". They are "I dont know".
Well all i know Giannina is my life. If it wasnt for her,I would die now. Still who would care?. No one. Thats who. But if anyone die i would fucking cry.
Ahh,I hate this:(
-Dani<|3