I'm lucky.

I finally gained up the confidence..to talk to Jason. Face the beast. And it went better than I thought. I told him how tonight was gonna be my last night if this conversation ended up badly. and how I have his intails on my wrist,his response was better than I thought...

"Your lucky." "Why" "Because If I still didn't love you and care for you,i'd be the most biggest asshole. lol" "Well I did wish for luck on my birthday.lol" "lol".It was bittersweet. the conversation ended off with a goodnight,and a "k".

I'm thankful things went better than expected.I'm thankful he heard me out and listened. And we didn't fight.I fought for something no one else would fight for.Most people would of gave up but I don't give up on people that never gave up on me.

I'm gonna slowly move on.Whatever happens between me and Jason happens.
No regrets.