on my own

do you ever feel like your on your own and have nothing in common with anyone. That your last of your type and are slowly dying out. That nobody understands you for who you are?

I do. I hate it when people always want you to be someone your not, I hate it when people compare me to other people, and I feel like their saying, god your not good enough or talented enough.

At school I get teased for being weird, well is there anything wrong with that? Its just because there obsessed with being like everyone else and me being different, yeah maybe I am the only girl in my year who doesn't wear make up, designer clothes and has the latest technology.

Just because whilst they have the latest Iphone I have some rubbish one. Do I have be like everyone to deserve friends. Yeah I am on my own, no body gets me, but am I really that
Bad
Annoying
Ugly
Weird
Smart
A failure?

Or is it that because I am different they think I don't belong? Just because I am constantly writing and I hardly talk about me, or how I feel that I am some sort of alien.

I don't like it because it makes me feel lonely, knowing I will never be loved for WHO I am inside, what I like, What I enjoy and don't. For how I act around certain people.

Am I that bad?