Mibba, for some reason I feel like I trust you. The reason remains unknown. To be honest, I need to spill my guts to people I haven't met and probably will never meet. I feel ugly. Actually, I am ugly; in my mind, at least. My life has been pretty perfect. I have a loving family, wonderful friends, and a perfect girlfriend who loves me. Why am I unhappy, Mibba? I have talent, or so I am told, at acting, singing, and guitar. I'm nothing special, really. As you see, I have low self esteem. I used to suffer from depression when I was in eighth grade.
Today, my girlfriend got mad at me for playing a joke on her and it hurt my self esteem because my friend kept saying how she doesn't love me anymore.. I don't think it was meant to hurt so bad, but it did and now I feel really upset even though we made up and she still loves me. I want to be perfect for her, but I'm not.
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