Changes in life

I haven't posted anything on mibba in a very long time. Things are not so well in my life. I had a surgery 2 months ago and I'm still on crutches. I've been out of school for a few months now. And tomorrow I'll be heading back to school. I know something will change. I can feel it. i don't know if it will be good or bad. the problem is I'm not ready for those changes. I know I'll have to face them someday and i now I'm being a coward but i just couldn't help it. I'm afraid what if my friends don't accept me. Most of you might think that I'm being stupid. If they can't accept you for who you are then they are not worth it. That's true but i hate losing friends and all.

I think i'll stop there... I'm nervous about school tomorrow and i'm starting to talk craps... :)

Anyway, i need your advices. :)