i am happy again

I am so happy and I don’t know why I am happy. Maybe its because I am back at university tomorrow doing my 2nd year in fine art but I am scare at the same time and I am getting stress about it so much that I find it hard to finish my meal and also I have started to drink a lot of water the reason for this is in my 1st year there I would drink water since it healthier then juice. I have also notice I can’t sit still and I am talking more.

I am not thinking about the post anymore after all I got no time to think about the post since I will be busy doing art. I am still not sure how to tell my dad that I don’t want to see him anymore and should I change my last name so I will be free of my dad completely? So many question and yet I got no time to answer them properly. All I know is I don’t want to hurt my dad but I have to tell him the truth of I how I really feel about him but I have to if I want to move on from the past.

But the main thing now is that I am happy and I am my old self again.