it hurt me most wen I seen them together. It really broke ma heart. The knot n ma stomach grew over dat limit..i know I told my self I wouldn't cry wen I seen him but I did. I loved him nd now it all shot out da door. I realized I'm holding on wat I thought was real. Ah..i pray to god I get threw this.
maybe it's time to give ryan dat chance. I mean I'll try. I don't know any more. I just feel like curling up n wait to see ma grams again...
I hate this feeling.
I love him and another. I want them both but I can't do dat beecause that would not be fair to me or them. I hate my self already I make my self sick. Ahhh... I don't know wat to do any more
dear god help please.
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