I FEEL HEART BROKEN

WELL I WOKE UP AND STILL I FEEL HEART BROKEN IT HAVE BEEN A MONTH AND 5DAYS SINCE MY GIRLFRIEND DUMPED ME YET I STILL LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND EVERYTHING ELSE AND I'M ALWAYS GOING TO SHE WAS MY SOULMATE. ME AND HER HAD BEEN DATING 2YEARS 1MONTH AND 5DAYS YES IT WAS A LONG DISTANT RELATIONSHIP BUT IT WAS ALL GOING SUPER UNTIL I ASKED HER TO MARRY ME THEN SHE SAID THE WE SHOULD JUST BE FRIENDS UNTIL WE CAN BE TOGETHER BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS WITH HER SHE IS EVERYTHING TO ME AND I NEED HER