letters to mom : letter 2

dear mom,
wuts up. i'm not really doing too well today. i had a break down this morning. i almost ran away but they caught me before i could really go anywhere. i miss you. and i guess it's a good thing they caught me because if not i would be dead right now. i wonder how you feel, to know that i'm always so depressed. to know that i want to die. this morning, when me and kay spoke, she told me that if i wanted to be with you that i couldnt kill myself. to tell you the truth, i dont mean to hurt your feelings, but i just dont care. i would to be with you, but i've gone without you for so long. i've kinda gotten used to it. but dont worry, i'll always love you no matter what i say.