letters to mom: letter 3

dear mom
i know i dont really talk to you about boys. but i feel like if i do, i can get even closer to you. so......first up, i'm bisexual. please dont hate me for it. i've had crush on my best friend for a few years now. she knows it though, she doesnt seem to mind it. at the same time though, i feel jealous of her. even though she calls herself a slut (she kinda is) i still have feelings for her. and even though she dates all the guys i like and more, i just cant help. but lately, the feelings arent that strong and i feel like i can let go, for some reason i dont want to. and another thing, i really do wish i had a boyfriend or a girlfriend. sometimes i just get so lonely. but anyway, thats all, i love you mom.