this my first journal entry

lets see my what been going on in my life.. well first roll castor ride with my ex and wild behavior has turned crazy his drinking has made me walk out on him cause i was so sick of his drinking and meanness he has he turned against me and no matter what i do it was enough for him justed wanted me to go back to being 21 and acting like wild and crazy like him but i'm 24 i can't go back to the wild life but i told him he drink will cause me to walk out and get what it did and now ...A new happy clean life no drinking or smoking around me i have friends that don't do that stuff and i'm glad i'm going back to my old nerdy way's and i couldn't be more happier with my life all i need is collage and job and most important my G.E.D and i have a good boyfriend now he treats me right and way a girl supposed to be treated i'm so happy .. And mom has really got on my case about it she been leaving me alone with this which is awesome but she also starting trouble with my ex by going to his work place which i told her it's a bad idea and she shouldn't be doing that cause she basically going my ex come back into my life .. And right now i'm happy and she rudes my happiness ill i will seriously crush her like a bug cause i want for once to be happy and justed relax and not have to worry about drama that's going on in my life for crying out loud i have had enough drama for once in my life and i justed think the people that cause it shouldn't be part in my life at all . i have made alot of mistake in my life but now it time i show the world the brand new Alison and anyone try's to get into my life there sadly going to get a wake up call hardcore cause i'm putting my foot on this no more miss nice girl it time i tuffing up and i tell all this like boys that want me F off i have someone and i'm happy and couldn't be more happier and i know my boyfriend is happy as well =) that 's all i have for you good night and dreams tell for me to hit the hay
September 26th, 2011 at 08:08am