10-2-2011 12:34 am

Dear Posters on my wall,

You are the only ones that see and hear me cry at night. Your eyes watch me and it makes me want to cry some more and I don't even know why. I cant take you down because then it's taking a part of me away.

Soon there will be some of my photographs on there. I guess I hope that if I kept everything still then i wont have to feel this vacancy inside of me. It it just held still then I wont have to move forward and the feeling wont get worse.

I honestly don't understand why I keep filling my walls will you. I've tried understanding it just doesn't work. I know, I know, I have problems. You know that more than my friends and family. People will think I'm crazy because I'm writing to you about this and not about how my day was or my recent crush. But I'm writing to you today because believe it or not posters are important because it makes my room look full and occupied. I guess I'm just hoping you'll fill that space.

Megan