I feel like if I died or even just disappeared for an extended period of time that no one would even notice that I was gone. I feel like no one cares about me anymore. People treat me like crap. No matter what I try to do to fix things and make everyone happy...I'm still treated like crap.
My "friends" don't support anything I do. They say that the guy I like it a jerk...but if only they saw him as I did. I just wish they'd accept me and my actions.
I just wish that I could be happy.