Stuck Between Three

Have you ever fallen in love? You must be thinking of course but no I mean not with one with THREE?

I am sadly,
How do you choose between three
One you've known for 4 years ? Who you called your brother but then slowly fall in love with him the second year you know him.. And can't bare to loose .

Or
The guy you smile and melt inside when he says something to you.
The one who mean so much but you must mean so little because sadly
he choosed another love and everytime you hear or see them kiss or talk your heart shatters
and you just wanna die ?

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the guy your dating now the one you would take the little silver bullet for into your heart
the one you wouldnt be able to live without the guy who helps you get through alot?

The simple question is who do you choose because no matter what you just wanna carry on with them and runaway to the little fairy tale.

What Do You DO?