This is a nightmare.

Sorry about the lack of updates, guys. I've been busy, and my life is just going to hell. I'm struggling in school, I'm messing up with my job, my sister decided to go cold turkey off her meds (which, surprise, has really messed her up)...

Plus, there's the super fun fact that Antonio is now engaged to Ann.

Seriously, I can't handle my life right now. It's just all too much. I'm in so much pain. My faith is really suffering too.

I mean, I can understand if God wanted us to not be together, but why did He have to let them get freaking engaged? To his ex? So soon after the break up? It just seems like complete overkill.

I feel like my entire life is falling apart. I don't know what I'm going to do. I've never been in so much pain before. I just can't take it. It's too much.