I Guess This Is The Way It's Meant To Be.

Okay.
I'll admit it.
Things aren't perfect.

I'm thinking...the problem isn't with the rest of the world. It's with me.
I guess I never thought of myself as that girl. You know...the one that would get all hung up over a guy.
No way.
Not me.
I thought I was much stronger than that.
But I guess not.

He was...pretty perfect. He was also pretty off limits. But that's what made it exciting. I never knew what to expect, and it kept me on my toes.
But you know what?

That was four fucking years ago...and I still think about him.
That's not right is it?
How is that fair? How can I miss someone that..wasn't mine to start with?

So now..I guess I'm not waiting for the guy who will sweep me off my feet.
He already came.
He's already gone.

I always thought I'd get my fairytale ending =]
But...who ever heard of a wedding without a groom?
Maybe it was just meant to be this way.