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At a coming of age and i get older i want a change a big one. If you have ver seen awkward,jenna hamilton on there her room is real cool and i want it! I want to write like her and use mibba as a diary:) I have seen my brothers friends that are girls and they look really cool and i want to become more like them. I am becoming a teenager and it is hard i don't know how to change but i know i have to any ideas?? Be mt herro and answer my question! (: Also please comment and give me suggestions!