Somebody to love

Heart races, I hate butterflies, want all the silly things any other girl could want, but I stay away, I shy from any and all that try to approach me. I feel like I don't have the right to complain and pine for anyone. But no one can stop the heart and body from yearning. SO the question is will i find somebody to love? And the song is somebody to love. I'm told not to lower my standards, people tell me to give it a chance, all these things from different sides and I'm sure what I want. Anybody know any successful crazy cat ladies? If not, lookout for my name in the future; you see it and I'm that crazy cat lady, you don't and that means I found somebody.