Honestly

Honestly I don’t mind the way you look at me, I don’t mind the way you smile at me, and I don’t mind the way you make me laugh. Honestly I don’t like the way you make me feel, I don’t like the way you have my heart, and I don’t like the way you know when I’m leaving.

From what it feels like my heart is just lying in my chest waiting for you, and only you. It feels like I’m floating in thin air when I think about you, all I have to do is close my eyes. Please don’t look into my eyes, don’t find the truth that lies deep within me. I’m not ready for you to see what is there, and I don’t know if I ever will.

I just want to close my eyes and live in this dream forever. I never want to leave this dream behind me. You and I together not caring of what the world thinks of us. If it has this dream has to end then let it end on my death bed. It’s because of you that I have this dream live inside of me. I can’t control it nor do I want to. Let this dream run free through my mind without any pain.
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November 15th, 2011 at 02:50am