Note to Self:

I hate you so much I will rip open your skull and take out that shit you call a mind and pit it in your fucking face you stupid fucking traitor. You can run, you better run but that'll just piss me off more. They'll think your remains were the puke of a buzzard when I'm done. Oh I'll wear your disgusting skin-suit, too, and see what it's like to feel like you: DISGUSTING. You are pitiful, everyone will like you better this way. Rot in Hell you fucking bastard, you're a traitor to my heart, you're a fucking traitor to everything you come in to contact with. Everything you touch dies, you killed a part of me but made my monsters come alive & guess what? They're all after you, they're gonna fucking gut you.

I'm just done.