Journal - really?

So I wrote a Journal/diary entry for the first time in... many years.
I filled 5 pages. It was illegible. Covered in tears. Was drunk at the time - and made sense as it it was the right thing to do.
Took a photo of the last page too.
Go me. A lot of things have happened tonight cause my guy has told me so, like kiss a mate of mine and stay up late until 4am.
And then Mibba tells me to finish the word limit. I totally forgot about that... shows you hiw long i've been on this site for!

Anyone else had their gut tell them to do crazy things?

Please dont leave me lonely my fellow mibbians :)
Loneliness = no longer given a reason to log on and be wonderful.
xx