Here's A Shot At It, But It's Still Not Good Enough.

I could never explain to you the way that I feel. I'm going to try, but I already know, it's not going to do you justice. Or my feelings, or anything for that matter, that's how perfect this is.

I love you, but it's not that puppy dog, it's only been a few weeks kind of love Mi amor. It's the "It's been over three years, I'm madly in love with you, you're my soulmate."Kind of love.

When I see your face as I'm falling asleep, my pillow suddenly turns into a cloud, I'm able to sleep. I feel safe knowing you're there watching.

Your love gives me a reason to try, to bother. The things you say to me, I feel like I could be buck naked in the snow, and still be completely warm, just because of the things you say to me.

The way your voice sounds in the morning, it's so soft and sweet, with just a simple good morning, my day is complete. Your sleepy little I love yous. Your just waking up giggles. Everything about you is so incredibly innocent in the morning. I could just wrap you up and never let you go.

I love your laughter, your smile, your sigh, the way your hair likes to flip out when it hits your shoulders. Everything, every last thing about you. Even your auburn hair and hazel eyes. Your simply wonderful.

I remember, a while back... the worst night of my life, and I'm sure it's not a highlight of yours. When you got scared, and told me you didn't love me. I tried to die last night, actually I'm not sure... I think I almost died just laying there crying, I couldn't breathe. My lips had turned purple. I can actually say my heart broke. I felt it break, and it's the most painful feeling in the world. I know you heard it. I know you felt it, I've never heard you cry quite like you did that night. the way you cried aided in my hearts breaking, because hearing you hurt like that killed me. You weren't happy and I couldn't stand it.

I'm glad what you said.... wasn't true, because I honestly... I jsut don't know what I would do without you. You're the sun in the sky, the reason the grass is green. You're my light in the darkness, you're my GPS guiding me home.

Where ever you are, that's where I want to be, that's where I should be. Smiling with you, holding you. Moving that troublesome piece of hair out of the way of those beautiful eyes.

You're everything to me love. you're an angel, whether you think so or not. I love you with each beat of my heart, each thought of my mind. No one can make me feel the way that you do.

I watch relationships start all the time, and I've watched just about all of them end, and the whole time. I'm smiling at you, proud that we continue to go on. We don't stop, we don't break. We just continue on and smile.

Hold my hand baby girl, and we'll continue on our journey. Till death do us part, and still loving on.
December 6th, 2011 at 06:19pm