Merry Christmas?

Well, Merry freakin Christmas. I say it like that because it's not really Christmas. There's no snow, no presants, no fun, and me and my sister have been hiding up in my room all morning do to a loud little brother and hangovers.

It's not that I'm unthankful about it (now I sound like it's Thankgiving). It's just that for the past many years since before I could remember, this holiday was always my favorite. We would have about ten people in my house just waking up from a night of partying.

Than in the morning we would all come running downstaires and ecen though we wouldn't have very many presants, it was still fun. Today feels so much more empty from last year. My older brothers aren't home, were no longer visiting my papa in the nursing home, and half my relatives refuse to even set foot in my house. And were not allowed over there.

I'm just saying it's a little hard to get into the Christmas spirit this year.