*** up.

I fuck up everything. I haven't changed. I'm still hated by everyone. I still everynight. I still wonder if everything would be better without me. I don't get why my girlfriend is dating me I'll fuck it up even though I'm trying as hard as I can. I'm surprised I let myself admit I love her. She's so fucking good to me. She's perfect and I keep freaking out on her. I don't want to loose her. Not now. Not ever. She's everything to me and like nothing I've ever seen. She's from a fairy tale so beautiful and perfect. She had to go through some shit.. but she'll get her happy ending soon.