How I became a permanent writer . :]

I'm almost flattered to the people who have been constantly complimenting me and my old fashion type writing style. Hahahaha.
I've been a writer for as long as I could write. Meaning I was about 3.
I write kids stories at first, than as I developed, my stories seemed more, depressing.
When I found out I was adopted, my Life seemed so fake. I didn't wanna believe writing was important anymore. I ruined my first laptop, where I kept most of my stories in. I was aggravated. I stopped writing for years. Like, literally, I stopped writing, I went into deep depression mode.
About 5 years ago, I went down rock bottom. I started using. I was messed up. People Had told me they were disappointed. That had to be the worst thing someone could tell me. I didn't like that feeling of disappointment. I always tried my best to impress someone, anyone, even my adopted parents. My best friend of 17 years, Brendon, couldn't even help me. I was almost in suicide mode.

Finally I thought to myself, well writing kept me clean, and out of trouble.
I decided to start writing again. It has became an inspiration to me.
I write about love, Drama, Biographies, I even wrote an autobiography about myself.
Keeping myself clean and happy really made a difference on my writing skills.
I've never stopped writing ever since I decided to become sober. It really helped me.
Writing is my hero. My type writer is my hero! I had gotten that type writer 3 years ago, and I never stopped using it, I never had to get a new one. This one and me just click, and I may sound crazy, but the crazy me can really make a good book.
January 14th, 2012 at 09:30pm