You know that feeling of invincibility?
That feeling where you can do no wrong. That feeling where nothing can go wrong and everything seems right? You know, those few moments where everything is right and you're absolutely perfect and deserve only the best?
Why doesn't that last very long?
I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm so close to not even wanting to try anymore. I can't even explain. It's not like I'd tell anyone though. I know my mother all too well. What would she say if I told her anything as to how I felt, she'd slap me upside the head and tell me to get my sh*t together. Heaven knows how many times I've stayed up late crying to Simple Plan's Perfect.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Oh sigh. But, eh. I'm putting my hopes into Friday. Hopefully things turn out right......
Song of the day;
Whoring corner
Click on this here paragraph for a story that takes place back not too long before WWII about a little boy who tries to handle schizophrenia and a developing sociopathic condition all while growing up in a country that isn't his.
Click here for implied necrophilia.
And ya. Later, mibbs.
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