untiled

i always seem to fuck up..and think i can make up for it later...look around for a savior...but all i see is haters...thinks ya friend think ya major...but they secretly wanna slay ya...friends are just a synonm for traiters....thinking they on ya team but they cant wait to trade ya...so all i got is this paper...think this money doing favors...but this paper cant buy prayers...crazy just to say it..but i think im fading in an out of the basics....losing alot of patience if another nigga say shit..he gone end up as a patient...nigga say im at the top...but...i feel lower then a basement...think my life amazing..but if you walked around in my shoes..you would be to scared to lace em.....and wanna know whats amzing...i feel like im living in a maze man....every wear i turn a wall is all im facing...pacing...but the only thing im raceing is a bunch of blank faces...lately tryna live life wasted...cuz when a nigga wasted all my emotion are erased quick...and reguardless of what the case is...today is..just another way to stop this from happening tomorrow...heart full of sorrow....wish i had another life to borrow...life is like a volvo....im just a crash dummy tryna see how fast this car go.....