I see myself no where.

I don't see myself as having a future. I mean, every time that I try to find some kind of significance in life, I'm always disappointed. Always.

What's wrong with me? Are my standards too high? Am I being too real and pessimistic?

I don't know. I just really need something to count on. Something that I can look forward to and be proud of. Something worth it in the end.

I have no idea what's wrong with me. I'm just in one of those moods again where I'm disappointed in life and how it's not how I thought it would be. It's depressing me out.